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1. Counting down the days left..  (and why am I feeling so ecstatic?)-> maybe because everything will change and nothing stays the same! Nobody is perfect, but my present-mood, certainly is!  2. Oh, you're in my veins.. you are all I taste! *Spain, Italy, Greece.. mmm..* and I cannot get you out! And I definitely don't need to catch a glimpse, I already know where I am.. Source of images: google.com  Just ask yourself and your wish is the world's command!  YES! YES! YES! It will certainly matter because I want, I get, I wish, I get, I ask, I get! Every teardrop is non-existent when happiness molds your existence and creates an easy-going environment for you to live in: Paradise. XoXo, R.

Here I come!

Love, oh love! This word has something to do with my mood for today and yesterday whereas two days ago. Happy? Extatic. *grin face* Three words, eight letters. Say it and I'm yours! Source of image: google.com ..And I completely agree! Now, in this very own moment I am left with 12 days and I am counting them within my head. You cannot imagine the lack of patience, the restless and irritability with this boredom and time which  simply delays and avoid to come faster! I am now picturing myself packing, moving my sweet-ass towards the Stationsvej and then..Starbucks! Here I come! *lol* I know you would have expected London instead of Starbucks, but this is the first great thing I shall visit when I'm in København Airport and waiting. *grin face 2x* Wait. I am also expecting something great within six days.. mmm.. I can even smell it! *grin face 3x* As I was reevaluating my last NY's Resolutions, I have come to the following ideas: - I have already accomplished...

Perfect?

If I am aspiring every time and everyday to higher and advanced goals, to pursue them and wish whereas hope for more...  must know it already, I shall definitely succeed! Perfect hope.. perfect moment, perfect present, perfect future! I am certain that out there are billions and trillions of persons that wish for a better life as in a better job, a better wife, house or whatever but what is most important in life is to attract only the positive items during life. You see, I am just in the beginning of the fierceful and tremendous ride, but when I think it in a different way, I have spent 20 years of my life only learning. Nothing more, nothing less. I am not saying I regret it, but the fact that all your life you don't do mostly anything interesting, genuine or whatever, and then realize you spent a lot of time and that maybe one day this ride will end and you will no longer have time to do the things you most wanted. Therefore, my life has just begun or should I interpret it ...

Want.

Source of image: google.com And I always love myself, although many times I need a variety of changes in my life. I want and need to be affectionate and to have caring persons around me. Sometimes, I feel like I am in a circle of indisputable and egocentric people around me that would never leave their cage and never catch the next train to another city. But you know what is amazing? The fact that someone could actually make me feel like I deserve better. It so motivates me, makes me grow stronger and wait for the best opportunity to come and take the risk of growth. Weather is cold. My everything is frozen. My entire body collapses when I hear broken words.. broken memories.. deep feelings and emotions, hidden and unforgotten.. I just want to break free from the present. From all the madness around me and the people who cannot walk away. I already made my decision. That's what you should do, too! C'mon! You know this is the best way. Source of image: google.com ...

Wish.

I am holding you closer than most, cause you are, indeed, my heaven ! Source of image: google.com r. Yes. Yes. Yes. x. What? r. Nothing. x. I know you.. r. Do you? x. More than you think. r. What is it with you, people? Can't a person be happy? x. Oh. Well.. r. Well ?! x. Nevermind. r. One word. No other philosophical letters either sentences, just it.. Missed it.. So badly that now I could even start screaming "Yes! I made a mistake!" *giggle* What should now go wrong? I wouldn't care less. One thing I have on mind is to be happy. In order to be happy I must achieve my goals which consist in a great variety of thoughts running through my head over and over again. Money? Places? Capital? Work? Job? Permanent? Fake? Survival? House? People? Projects? Student life = the world revolves all around you until one impediment strikes in and another one comes out of the box by the time you heal your wounds. Had a bad, bad but wonderful day. Can you even i...

Rain.

Source of image: google.com Yes, it is raining. Not outside, but in my heart. Things will never change with people. Their personality may be molded whereas their character may not. Many times I say to myself "I shall never say yes again", but for no reason and for destiny to play with my heart and knowledge, I would have to say that my life mood is keen on challenge. I wish. I dare. I succeed. Terribly rare to endeavour yourself into so many pieces of education so that you can evolve and thrive. Now it's sunny and I wish my road to be the same as I am keen on working and lack of experience and hope. Actually, I have hope to find and get a job but for that, I need to seek. For now, I will just wait..time does everything and makes it worth waiting for, especially when I know it's worth it. XoXo, Roxanne.

Hate.

Judging by the title, you have to feel the fact that this is not good. There is nothing worst than having something to say and nobody to listen you either care. Of course, you would say I am going bats in the belfry, but this is not good, man, this is not at all good! I could shed tears and of course nobody would listen. That certain nobody that for me, once, he was everything! And of course, if nobody would listen, I have to make myself heard.You will no longer escape, my precious, war is waiting for you.. My heart feels like I have little black knives spread inside-out and the pain deeply fathoms straight to the veins. Gentle pushing my calm away so that stress could dive in fastly and eating my nerves alive. Indeed..it may scare you, it almost scares me when I imagine such things, but the fact is that every little part of someone's life is dancing to the way of love. Every person has that humanistic and hollistic part of itself and would not go away only if you do not have i...

Vilkomen, Autumn!

I guess I'm refilling the gaps whereas to fulfilling my utmost desires.. It's raining cats and dogs and Spring is calling off .. so then, the only thing that remains is the bad weather and my moody mood. *giggle+sigh* What I love is the fact that things turned out to be from good to best and everyday is like a challenge for me. I must work on my platform for my future career, but you always have room for fun. When you combine work and fun, mostly it doesn't work because you may end on one side, which I did not come to this conclusion but managing to do my best in both sides. (except fun, because I am always smiling and being happy when I am around people). Another reason for making my days better and for the time to pass quite fast, is the fact that in the near future I shall fulfil my utmost dream, from the 5th grade. Yes, it may sound cheesy but actually it's not, especially when on the last NYE, I had this video that I watched and from that moment I instantly mad...

Need to breathe..

Source of image: google.com I need to get out of this scrambled week, because soon I am going to transform into a wet-blanket. I admit, it is pretty hard since my acquaintance is not getting along with me or should I say, viceversa. When two people are completely different from each other, what do you have to do? Ignore. Well, not everything is rainbows and sparkly, but if you want to fit in this world, you may as well dance to their taste. I absolutely love it here! The city, the buildings, houses, in other words, the architecture of the city is fine art combined with traditional air. A great play of colours and a variety of shades in paving. The river Odense winds prominently through the landscape and provides the city with a number of marvellous green spaces in conjunction with parks. "To play is to live" - as it precisely offers the vision of a  both cultural, historical and business in contrast to the vibrant student life, as Odense is. As it may seem, it is not...

Boredom..gone to extinct!

I do not know with what should I have to start. Well, starting up with the beginning, I think I feel a little homesick and it's kind of a new thing, because I did not feel any remorse leaving my home city or country. Second thing I absolutely disgrace is the boredom inside me which actually comes from the shameful weather. I do not know what to do so as to make myself feel better. At the moment, I found this useful Internet site where danish conversation could be learned.. After a few hours.. Holly grace! I feel much better now after one good meal, trip to the sea, ice-cream and so as to not forget the bad-ass news: I'm moviiiinnnng! To a better place? I am already in a better place and it feels just like in heaven, especially when I shall live at a minute from Uni! Hell yeah! Boredom gone to extinct! Vanished! Dissapeared in thin air ! Kapput ! Yuhu ! Now the only thing I have to do is just wait for 11 more days to pass.. Hmm..will I be able to actually WAIT that much with...

Rain over me

 Rain over me with joy and happiness.. Source of image: google.com I just found out that happiness is something you gain if you really deserve it. If you do good, you receive good and viceversa: you do bad, recieve bad. You know..some things are never going to be the same because the bitterness inside me is developing quite in a fast motion. I must say due to my experience, the feelings and emotions have been changed since I arrived in my ''new world' and are actually in a continuous distortion. People around me are feeling different and seem differently because of their personality and reflection on life. Time is passing by and I feel that so far, nothing great has been done. Neither I or the world. Day after day, I am criticizing myself so harsh that I forget about my quality traits and see only the negative parts. Well, this is god awful and what is more abominable is the fact that I already know it. That is why I need to stop this in every possible way. It's t...

New beginning!

Source of image: google.com I'm gonna feel the breeze in my hair. I'm gonna stare at everything beyond and above. I'm gonna feel the happiness in my heart. I'm gonna see the sunrise everywhere. I'm gonna feel the sweet embrace even though you are not there.. I'm gonna leave and I'm there! What should I do? Where should I go? Of course everything has an answer when you desperately seek to know.. Words are meant to be expressed in every manner possible and when it comes to feelings and emotions, they are only felt by the heart..cause you can't be in my shoes to feel the lack of love that I have and the diamonds spreading in anger. Well..I guess this is a new beginning. Happiness? plenty; but only'because life is meant to be lived and not sitting in your chair waiting for prince charming to appear or money flying like pink pigs. I want my past to be over because I suffered too much for meaningless stuff. Yes, I sure do miss some things..but...

Stronger or weaker?

Present mood: Impatience and laziness. A part from the many stuff I had to do is complete, although something else is not. Infatuous smiles are covering the layer where lies are hidden deeply and none would understand the pain. Neither anyone, but me. Ti amo! Ti amo! Ti amo! - I would greatly say it out loudly. On the other hand..I cannot and will not. You know..what I do not understand at all is the fact that a person turns out to be the one whom you no longer recognize. It is indeed an absolute insanity. You come across so many things with that person that you lose track of time; they say the sky is the limit, but I say even some words are a limit to something that would eventually go wrong or viceversa. I do not understand and I beg someone to explain me this procedure or concept. I meet someone that turns out to be so lovely that I enjoy speaking to and eventually his presence. Then, you start a relationship by the concept: 'you would do this right'. This time..imagine a ...

Feel alive

Source of image: google.com Feeling sick to my stomach but although everything is working just fine, I still have doubts. Of course I have them, who wouldn't have in my place? I just want to feel alive, again. At this very own moment, my thoughts are running wildly randomly and versatile. I have only one will: to leave and never come back. It sounds so doleful, but this is my mood: heavy hearted and you know what is great? That it will not go away sooner or later.. I dreamt of light and pinky skies although I hate pink. I dreamt of so many wonderful things but when I say 'dream' I can tell you for sure that I am acquainted to a fact called 'life'.I've experienced more in my life than I merely wished for.I've been through a lot of nagging and painful undergo's but they never tired me up, on the contrary, they kept my batteries fully charged. I guess that until life learns you a lesson that you shall never forget, you remain a child and all the co...

Secret

Source of image: google.com Everyone has a secret, the question is 'can they keep it'? Of course they can't. If only the table turned and feel that the time has not gone and I am still here, so please tell me what I need to hear! If only I were to think much better rather than waisting so much time. If only I have paid attention to details. If only it was closer than close. If only.. Things can never be the same when my emotions come clear and my mind thinks the same as my heart! Dear heart, please let me go with the flow! please, leave my confessions to the door and let time decide what is better and what could be done, more! Let it be! Living my moment is just as outrageously childish as telling a stranger you love him. Stupid, though it may work. Must I rewind backwards? Decide what is best for me, of course. Just thinking of all the moments that had passed by me makes me repent my sins. I have had many sins in my life, but who didn't? Indeed, I have never in m...

Smile, it enhances your face value.

Star power can never ever take away the glory of an effective dialogue, which rightly explains the phenomenon of having  favorite movie quotes as well as preferent movies which are worth watching: What dreams may come;  The Secret;  Eat, pray&love;  Going the distance;  Julie&Julia;  The Desert Flower; Alice in Wonderland;  Conversations with God;  A Walk to Remember;  Seven Pounds;  Twelve;  P.S. I love you;  Because I said so; It's complicated;  The Notebook;  The Lovely Bones;   Cry-Baby;  A Clockwork Orange; Memoirs of a Geisha;  When in Rome; Perfume: The Story of a Murderer; Freedom Writers;  Letters to Juliet;  Remember me;  Black Swan; Gia;  Salt;  Lolita;  Madame Bovary; Anna Karenina;  Dirty Dancing 1,2;  V for Vendetta; Into the Wild;  The Runaways...