Undressed

It's said that life holds you back but you are the only cause of holding back. This blog was meant to be about feelings, which I felt them growing bigger each step of my journey and each downfall. To be honest, I haven't really had downfalls, only unhappiness coming from the unpleasant way I am seeing myself turning into. I have started watching 'The Biggest Loser' and somehow, deep down I related so much to this TV series. Of course, judging by my tremendous weight gain in the past 3 years, it's not even shocking that I underestimated myself for so many years. I think I have struggled with weight gain since I was a small kid. My grandmother was feeding me way too much food from the early age of 1.. every time I was confident or at least getting there, one or another person would start by adding that I must lose some weight. Because of these hurdles called relatives and family, I always discouraged myself, never thought I looked good enough. But now I am almost 2...