Undressed

Source of image: google.com Feeling sick to my stomach but although everything is working just fine, I still have doubts. Of course I have them, who wouldn't have in my place? I just want to feel alive, again. At this very own moment, my thoughts are running wildly randomly and versatile. I have only one will: to leave and never come back. It sounds so doleful, but this is my mood: heavy hearted and you know what is great? That it will not go away sooner or later.. I dreamt of light and pinky skies although I hate pink. I dreamt of so many wonderful things but when I say 'dream' I can tell you for sure that I am acquainted to a fact called 'life'.I've experienced more in my life than I merely wished for.I've been through a lot of nagging and painful undergo's but they never tired me up, on the contrary, they kept my batteries fully charged. I guess that until life learns you a lesson that you shall never forget, you remain a child and all the co...

Source of image: google.com Everyone has a secret, the question is 'can they keep it'? Of course they can't. If only the table turned and feel that the time has not gone and I am still here, so please tell me what I need to hear! If only I were to think much better rather than waisting so much time. If only I have paid attention to details. If only it was closer than close. If only.. Things can never be the same when my emotions come clear and my mind thinks the same as my heart! Dear heart, please let me go with the flow! please, leave my confessions to the door and let time decide what is better and what could be done, more! Let it be! Living my moment is just as outrageously childish as telling a stranger you love him. Stupid, though it may work. Must I rewind backwards? Decide what is best for me, of course. Just thinking of all the moments that had passed by me makes me repent my sins. I have had many sins in my life, but who didn't? Indeed, I have never in m...