Undressed

And what can I do other than wait till the Spring unravels itself more and more.. I know it utterly despairs me but I need to keep my patience to the limits, not pushing them harder and wishing for it to become extinct. Yes, I need energy. Coffee? I'm drinking like 4/5 cups per day. Energy drinks? Still not working. I need something much stronger to motivate me. I already have it in my heart. The only thing I need to convince is my brain. Or maybe vice versa? I really do not know what to do. It's like since I have heard smth that would separate me from my reality, my dreams have taken a different angle and I am totally misplaced. Misunderstood as well, because I am still trying to do my best into paying attention to details.. which are.. uhm.. forget it! I'm a changed person. I want myself a little back in time, but then again, no! Let me foresee the future and forget about twirling my hair.. Forget about my moody mood ! I want to reach the 'climax' of this educ...

Source of image: google.com  More and more, day by day, hours after hours and every second of my life I want IT ! I cannot imagine my life without one major and crucial thingy in my life: love. With love you can do everything and anything you wish. It's like I am living in Paradise (whatever that means) when I do something I really consider itself important. But now, I'm just focusing on shooting the moon and envisioning myself in My own Paradise: L. I want it more and more. I am picturing myself in that location and then, I will be the happiest person on the entire Universe! I have learned myself into this world, little by little, everyday feeling love everywhere I look.. feeling you everywhere I touch.. I appreciate every moment when you carefully take my hand and hold it close to your heart. Even when our intentions were at first, so much different from the reality itself. When raining, windy, snowy, upset or energetic, you were there with me. It really made my day f...