Undressed

Judging by the title, you have to feel the fact that this is not good. There is nothing worst than having something to say and nobody to listen you either care. Of course, you would say I am going bats in the belfry, but this is not good, man, this is not at all good! I could shed tears and of course nobody would listen. That certain nobody that for me, once, he was everything! And of course, if nobody would listen, I have to make myself heard.You will no longer escape, my precious, war is waiting for you.. My heart feels like I have little black knives spread inside-out and the pain deeply fathoms straight to the veins. Gentle pushing my calm away so that stress could dive in fastly and eating my nerves alive. Indeed..it may scare you, it almost scares me when I imagine such things, but the fact is that every little part of someone's life is dancing to the way of love. Every person has that humanistic and hollistic part of itself and would not go away only if you do not have i...

I guess I'm refilling the gaps whereas to fulfilling my utmost desires.. It's raining cats and dogs and Spring is calling off .. so then, the only thing that remains is the bad weather and my moody mood. *giggle+sigh* What I love is the fact that things turned out to be from good to best and everyday is like a challenge for me. I must work on my platform for my future career, but you always have room for fun. When you combine work and fun, mostly it doesn't work because you may end on one side, which I did not come to this conclusion but managing to do my best in both sides. (except fun, because I am always smiling and being happy when I am around people). Another reason for making my days better and for the time to pass quite fast, is the fact that in the near future I shall fulfil my utmost dream, from the 5th grade. Yes, it may sound cheesy but actually it's not, especially when on the last NYE, I had this video that I watched and from that moment I instantly mad...