Judging by the title, you have to feel the fact that this is not good.
There is nothing worst than having something to say and nobody to listen you either care. Of course, you would say I am going bats in the belfry, but this is not good, man, this is not at all good!
I could shed tears and of course nobody would listen. That certain nobody that for me, once, he was everything! And of course, if nobody would listen, I have to make myself heard.You will no longer escape, my precious, war is waiting for you..
My heart feels like I have little black knives spread inside-out and the pain deeply fathoms straight to the veins. Gentle pushing my calm away so that stress could dive in fastly and eating my nerves alive.
Indeed..it may scare you, it almost scares me when I imagine such things, but the fact is that every little part of someone's life is dancing to the way of love. Every person has that humanistic and hollistic part of itself and would not go away only if you do not have it proeminently spread in your veins. I can assure you and myself that love does all of these bad things to us, because we are too kind. If you love someone back, you have two options: they might give it back or not. But why could one human being bring so much hurt into our lives? Why? Please, tell me why. Let me understand because I would rather be wrong..
You know.. first, the eyes catch one another, then the lips kiss and hands hold..you are my heaven.. and it becomes hell maybe after a week or two, or it might just be because of the weather..you never know..
I hate it. I hate love. I hate relationships. I hate long-term relationships. I hate lies. I hate hiding. I hate two-faced people. I hate being fake. I hate crying. I hate change. I hate stubbornness. I hate being in love. I hate men. I hate women. I hate meat. I hate horror movies. I hate arguing. I hate cheating. I hate sluts. I hate wet-blankets. I hate rain. I hate non-listeners. I hate lovers. I hate over-confidence. I hate cigars. I hate hurting. I hate irony. I hate sarcasm. I hate folk music. I hate innocence.I hate difference. I hate stupidity. I hate thunder. I hate darkness. I hate mistakes. I hate one-night stands. I hate crazy PEOPLE.
...
But what I most hate.. is the destiny that plays us whenever and whether it can. I feel hopeless. I had to express my thoughts and my feelings and I am now starting to heal myself.. one by one, step by step, day by day.. night after night, leaving footprints on my mind, my body and my soul..
Thank you, life, for learning me so many..
Please heart, do not fall in love again.
Mind, be more accurate.
...
I'm starting to feel a little dizzy and a lot of somnolence to come.. so, leaving the post as it is and next time, hoping to be in a better and happier mood..
You have to express yourself in order to know the hidden parts of oneself.
XoXo,
R.
There is nothing worst than having something to say and nobody to listen you either care. Of course, you would say I am going bats in the belfry, but this is not good, man, this is not at all good!
I could shed tears and of course nobody would listen. That certain nobody that for me, once, he was everything! And of course, if nobody would listen, I have to make myself heard.You will no longer escape, my precious, war is waiting for you..
My heart feels like I have little black knives spread inside-out and the pain deeply fathoms straight to the veins. Gentle pushing my calm away so that stress could dive in fastly and eating my nerves alive.
Indeed..it may scare you, it almost scares me when I imagine such things, but the fact is that every little part of someone's life is dancing to the way of love. Every person has that humanistic and hollistic part of itself and would not go away only if you do not have it proeminently spread in your veins. I can assure you and myself that love does all of these bad things to us, because we are too kind. If you love someone back, you have two options: they might give it back or not. But why could one human being bring so much hurt into our lives? Why? Please, tell me why. Let me understand because I would rather be wrong..
You know.. first, the eyes catch one another, then the lips kiss and hands hold..you are my heaven.. and it becomes hell maybe after a week or two, or it might just be because of the weather..you never know..
I hate it. I hate love. I hate relationships. I hate long-term relationships. I hate lies. I hate hiding. I hate two-faced people. I hate being fake. I hate crying. I hate change. I hate stubbornness. I hate being in love. I hate men. I hate women. I hate meat. I hate horror movies. I hate arguing. I hate cheating. I hate sluts. I hate wet-blankets. I hate rain. I hate non-listeners. I hate lovers. I hate over-confidence. I hate cigars. I hate hurting. I hate irony. I hate sarcasm. I hate folk music. I hate innocence.I hate difference. I hate stupidity. I hate thunder. I hate darkness. I hate mistakes. I hate one-night stands. I hate crazy PEOPLE.
...
But what I most hate.. is the destiny that plays us whenever and whether it can. I feel hopeless. I had to express my thoughts and my feelings and I am now starting to heal myself.. one by one, step by step, day by day.. night after night, leaving footprints on my mind, my body and my soul..
Thank you, life, for learning me so many..
Please heart, do not fall in love again.
Mind, be more accurate.
...
I'm starting to feel a little dizzy and a lot of somnolence to come.. so, leaving the post as it is and next time, hoping to be in a better and happier mood..
You have to express yourself in order to know the hidden parts of oneself.
XoXo,
R.