I guess I'm refilling the gaps whereas to fulfilling my utmost desires..
It's raining cats and dogs and Spring is calling off .. so then, the only thing that remains is the bad weather and my moody mood. *giggle+sigh*
What I love is the fact that things turned out to be from good to best and everyday is like a challenge for me. I must work on my platform for my future career, but you always have room for fun. When you combine work and fun, mostly it doesn't work because you may end on one side, which I did not come to this conclusion but managing to do my best in both sides. (except fun, because I am always smiling and being happy when I am around people).
Another reason for making my days better and for the time to pass quite fast, is the fact that in the near future I shall fulfil my utmost dream, from the 5th grade.
Yes, it may sound cheesy but actually it's not, especially when on the last NYE, I had this video that I watched and from that moment I instantly made a wish for myself to see L. only for one day! So, almost a year has passed and someone up there really gave me a chance of seeing it ! You know what I realised? when it comes to wishes and dreams, you may not always get what you want, but when you really deserve it, then the world will respond, the energy around will change and *kaboom*, your wish is my command! And sincerely, I really love it!
Indeed.. as the weather gets worse, I get more moody and I really hope not too depressed. Tomorrow is another day of seight-seeing and "getting to know your town" thing, which I actually had the chance to endevour myself during one month of "nonsense silence" and nothing else to do.
I learned and am learning everyday about different concepts in life and people around me and I hopefully will get the chance to work better in a team and have a normal social life.
I wish I could travel more, but no problem because time is announcing me that my chances are not spilled away or extinct, but they are yet to come!
For now..just loving and living life as it is!
The world is like a book; if you do not read it thoroughly, you may lose the essence of it !
XoXo,
R.
It's raining cats and dogs and Spring is calling off .. so then, the only thing that remains is the bad weather and my moody mood. *giggle+sigh*
What I love is the fact that things turned out to be from good to best and everyday is like a challenge for me. I must work on my platform for my future career, but you always have room for fun. When you combine work and fun, mostly it doesn't work because you may end on one side, which I did not come to this conclusion but managing to do my best in both sides. (except fun, because I am always smiling and being happy when I am around people).
Another reason for making my days better and for the time to pass quite fast, is the fact that in the near future I shall fulfil my utmost dream, from the 5th grade.
Yes, it may sound cheesy but actually it's not, especially when on the last NYE, I had this video that I watched and from that moment I instantly made a wish for myself to see L. only for one day! So, almost a year has passed and someone up there really gave me a chance of seeing it ! You know what I realised? when it comes to wishes and dreams, you may not always get what you want, but when you really deserve it, then the world will respond, the energy around will change and *kaboom*, your wish is my command! And sincerely, I really love it!
Indeed.. as the weather gets worse, I get more moody and I really hope not too depressed. Tomorrow is another day of seight-seeing and "getting to know your town" thing, which I actually had the chance to endevour myself during one month of "nonsense silence" and nothing else to do.
I learned and am learning everyday about different concepts in life and people around me and I hopefully will get the chance to work better in a team and have a normal social life.
I wish I could travel more, but no problem because time is announcing me that my chances are not spilled away or extinct, but they are yet to come!
For now..just loving and living life as it is!
The world is like a book; if you do not read it thoroughly, you may lose the essence of it !
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R.
