It seems to me that life is not really how you plan it, but how you feel it. I suppose that when you feel amazing in one place/venue/country/city, then you also might feel amazing on the inside as well. I want and need a change of scenery. That's it. Enough is enough. First, you have 12 years where you learn like a mouse, literally eating books, then you choose something because others tell you it might fancy you and finally you realize this is just not me. After some long-lasting and strenous time to reflect, I have made decisions which were only because I felt it, not others nor things. I am the one in charge of different changes and I made a great, appealing, demanding, challenging, delicate, fractious decision. After 9 months of spending another great amount of time on almost useless and nagging stuff, I came to the conclusion that this thing I am in must definitely CHANGE. Caps lock. As I said before, it is enough. One must always find the right place where its heart feel...