It seems to me that life is not really how you plan it, but how you feel it.
I suppose that when you feel amazing in one place/venue/country/city, then you also might feel amazing on the inside as well.
I want and need a change of scenery. That's it. Enough is enough. First, you have 12 years where you learn like a mouse, literally eating books, then you choose something because others tell you it might fancy you and finally you realize this is just not me. After some long-lasting and strenous time to reflect, I have made decisions which were only because I felt it, not others nor things. I am the one in charge of different changes and I made a great, appealing, demanding, challenging, delicate, fractious decision.
After 9 months of spending another great amount of time on almost useless and nagging stuff, I came to the conclusion that this thing I am in must definitely CHANGE. Caps lock. As I said before, it is enough. One must always find the right place where its heart feels comfortable with. Sometimes I just want to have a sweet escape, but most of the times I feel like life is playing a big fat joke on me.
But I certainly have some good, better say extremely lovely thoughts about the past 9 months which I wholeheartedly feel gratitude for meeting someone special that completely turned my world around. And the days I spent feeling awesome, the days at the beach, the coffee, the Londy sights, pool and table tennis rage *laugh*, those amazing moments spent together with people that changed me, as a person. The days spent at uni, cakes, coffee, bakery, economics, Flemming - the funny dane, service management, marketing, strategies.. okay, I admit - so many wonderful moments, but this just brought me to an utterly depression when coming to realize not everything is fuzzy and pink!
Now, I must move. Move for a better life, just how I started to begin with. I'm packing my bags, I'll probably forget lots of moments, but the ones I will never forget, those moments of joy, laughter - taking down the bicycles, making a fool outta myself, akward first kiss tranformed to other amazing ones *mm*, Kerteminde, A.' b'day *mmm*, childhood akward moments, intensive other feelings' moments.. damn. I feel you! - and you know what? I will never forget 'A beautiful woman deserves a beautiful soul..' *kiss*. And yes, it is so real and yet feels so unreal..
Never say never when it comes to meeting that special one, believe me. It is and was the first time in my life when I felt the happiest person on this entire Universe! *grin smile*. And you know what? I want this to last. For-ever thine, ever mine, ever ours.. I was so lost and then found.. by you, my dear!
Now, to be back on track, yes, I'll move. But before to start packing, I need a somewhat break and a certain work my fingers to the bone to accomplish a great goal.
Routine is not my thing, for sure! So I love change. Sometimes it is okay, for the heart and depending the situation, it might always get better and better.. Just need to have faith in oneself and everything will be just fine! Heavenly relaxation for about 3 weeks called home, 3 months spending quality time on an island and then, coming back to change by world, baby! Because I can do it, I master in the field so I must master in my future!
Yuhu, the best is yet to come!
Thank you.
XoXo,
R.
I suppose that when you feel amazing in one place/venue/country/city, then you also might feel amazing on the inside as well.
I want and need a change of scenery. That's it. Enough is enough. First, you have 12 years where you learn like a mouse, literally eating books, then you choose something because others tell you it might fancy you and finally you realize this is just not me. After some long-lasting and strenous time to reflect, I have made decisions which were only because I felt it, not others nor things. I am the one in charge of different changes and I made a great, appealing, demanding, challenging, delicate, fractious decision.
After 9 months of spending another great amount of time on almost useless and nagging stuff, I came to the conclusion that this thing I am in must definitely CHANGE. Caps lock. As I said before, it is enough. One must always find the right place where its heart feels comfortable with. Sometimes I just want to have a sweet escape, but most of the times I feel like life is playing a big fat joke on me.
But I certainly have some good, better say extremely lovely thoughts about the past 9 months which I wholeheartedly feel gratitude for meeting someone special that completely turned my world around. And the days I spent feeling awesome, the days at the beach, the coffee, the Londy sights, pool and table tennis rage *laugh*, those amazing moments spent together with people that changed me, as a person. The days spent at uni, cakes, coffee, bakery, economics, Flemming - the funny dane, service management, marketing, strategies.. okay, I admit - so many wonderful moments, but this just brought me to an utterly depression when coming to realize not everything is fuzzy and pink!
Now, I must move. Move for a better life, just how I started to begin with. I'm packing my bags, I'll probably forget lots of moments, but the ones I will never forget, those moments of joy, laughter - taking down the bicycles, making a fool outta myself, akward first kiss tranformed to other amazing ones *mm*, Kerteminde, A.' b'day *mmm*, childhood akward moments, intensive other feelings' moments.. damn. I feel you! - and you know what? I will never forget 'A beautiful woman deserves a beautiful soul..' *kiss*. And yes, it is so real and yet feels so unreal..
Never say never when it comes to meeting that special one, believe me. It is and was the first time in my life when I felt the happiest person on this entire Universe! *grin smile*. And you know what? I want this to last. For-ever thine, ever mine, ever ours.. I was so lost and then found.. by you, my dear!
Now, to be back on track, yes, I'll move. But before to start packing, I need a somewhat break and a certain work my fingers to the bone to accomplish a great goal.
Routine is not my thing, for sure! So I love change. Sometimes it is okay, for the heart and depending the situation, it might always get better and better.. Just need to have faith in oneself and everything will be just fine! Heavenly relaxation for about 3 weeks called home, 3 months spending quality time on an island and then, coming back to change by world, baby! Because I can do it, I master in the field so I must master in my future!
Yuhu, the best is yet to come!
Thank you.
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R.