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And I always love myself, although many times I need a variety of changes in my life.
I want and need to be affectionate and to have caring persons around me. Sometimes, I feel like I am in a circle of indisputable and egocentric people around me that would never leave their cage and never catch the next train to another city.
But you know what is amazing? The fact that someone could actually make me feel like I deserve better.
It so motivates me, makes me grow stronger and wait for the best opportunity to come and take the risk of growth.
Weather is cold. My everything is frozen. My entire body collapses when I hear broken words.. broken memories.. deep feelings and emotions, hidden and unforgotten..
I just want to break free from the present. From all the madness around me and the people who cannot walk away.
I already made my decision. That's what you should do, too! C'mon! You know this is the best way.
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I am standing in the heart of darkness and I just want to walk away. Wait. I am here, with breathless surroundings, caring and lovely human beings, who love me the way I am. An explosion of feelings are running through my veins, and the best way to lose it is through dance, in my case.
Scramble your words for yourself and lose the essence of trying, just do it. Make it happen. Create and love. There, I said it! Love. Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone, but when you have that special someone or just a book that keeps you comfort; cooking, cleaning, washing, ironing, routine that we usually hate, but love when you see white and clean. To escape from the present is not a choice, but a matter to evoke a certain kind of future into your life.
I want to make wishes compel and create a loving environment around me, myself and the people.
I love to smile and wish to create a loving environment of happy, smiling people.
I wish every little moment to last forever and every bad memory to fade in its own companionship.
I, I, I am the protagonist of my movie called LIFE.
Thank you! - I thank you for the everything, the whom I am becoming and the future to become.

XoXo,
R.

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