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Dear you,

I hope you read it !
I really hope you do because there is something inside me that's screaming for a change and you know what?  All my life I tried my best to please others! Others include family, friends, boyfriends, teachers.. what else? What else do you want, world? I think it's enough ! I want to feel free. Like this, tiger in a cage. Release the tiger and so shall the anger be.
All the time I feel it was borrowed and I never left my soul to rest. I think it's time. Everything is anyway over. My mind feels different and even my soul. What else can you do about it? Pull the trigger? You know what? Shut up and drive. Far, far away where you belong ! Mental disabilities or even capabilities. I should be like the guy from "A beautiful mind", the one smart dumb-ass with 3 imaginary friends! And I wonder.. is it worth it? Be smarter than the rest all your life so that you will receive a punch in the face every time you're wrong in front of them?
I freaking had it, man !
Can I please, in the end, have somehow, my own piece of heaven like other people do?!
I guess not at the moment..
But soon, my dear.. soon !!! And all of you will regret it ! every word, every gesture, every hate.



Only and everything with love,
R.

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