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Remember the time.

I remember it as if it were yesterday.

I was patiently waiting for the teacher to come to class so that she would preach about last lesson's - England and The Royal Family. 
I simply did not have a care in the world at that time about absolutely nothing than..London.
Never would I have ever imagined that what I have once experienced in my head, would actually follow me later on - it triggered the adventure in me I didn't think I had.

Back in 5th grade, when I was first introduced to a new school with new teachers and classmates, I came across classes with subjects such as 'History of England', 'Geography of England' and of course English literature. I was fascinated by the variety of happenings that occurred back in time that I could picture myself in that specific moment. It felt as if I was living another dimensional reality when in fact I knew from the very beginning of my existence that I were to belong to a completely different environment.

Here I am today, writing you from my brand new minimalistic flat, somewhere in the most cosmopolitan, diverse and multi-cultured city in Europe - London. 

I cannot begin to describe the excitement and emotions scattered through my entire body, but I simply took a chance and somehow it all fitted so well together. I do ask myself why did it not happen sooner yet I believe that everything happens for a reason and maybe my time was simply not right then.
But it sure is now. It's amazing what your mind can do once you set a straight goal and work hard for your achievements. Not to forget that every single day is a step ahead and if you did not learn something new, it's impossible to call it a day well-spent.
You see, I felt rather stuck in this immense world with endless possibilities and I lost myself within the process. The process was moving on and even though it was right in front of me the whole time, you cannot mess up with time because each individual has his own pace. You cannot stop the clock whenever you wish, but you can decide when it's the right time for you to literally move on. You have to own your time and acknowledge it without trying to change it, but amend it. Today you do twice more than you did the day before and see how many more you may accomplish. It's that simple. Yet, as I mentioned before, whatever is easy, it sure is a heck of a lot more difficult than it appears to be.
I see often people complaining regarding their dissatisfaction towards life in general. I mean, you own your life therefore you are entitled to create your own satisfactory levels. It's simply about the right time, isn't it? After all, nobody was born with all the knowledge in the world and surely nobody will die with no knowledge in the heads at the end of their time.

As it shows, time is precious but you don't need to mess around with it, instead enjoy every minute of your time and it will make a whole lot of a difference, trust me.

Always with love,
Roxanne.

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