Things can never be the same once you leave.
You literally leave a piece of your heart in every corner of the world you travel. You take it back to the corner of the world you decide to settle down and memories are left behind. Memories that are transferred into knowledge. Knowledge that is creatively designed into your life.
Once I left my home, I lost most of the principles taught since most of them were useless for the world I was about to broaden my horizons. Most acquaintances were left behind and so do new acquaintances come in place. Life moves on by the rhythm of the soul.
But that's okay! My life was all about change, after all; it's just because fear takes place at nerve-racking moments - when you most need the strength, that's when fear comes right in with its itsy bits of pessimism. I'm one of a kind and until I learn to accept this, I will live in fear - of letting people down, letting myself down, of other people's thoughts, my thoughts. Therefore, an unnecessary circle of negativism is created and many times added concrete on top of it so that the wall gets harder to take it down every time you remind yourself of your worth and how special you really are. I love words and thoughts. I love to socialize and I do love people. But most of all, I love myself. Because without me, I cannot love someone else and without myself, I cannot interact.
Everybody has moments of chaos in their lives and what's even more sad is that when people's lives are close to being perfect or let's just type 'happy', that's when chaos most occurs due to variations created. Once you bring chaos into the picture, your life is turning 360 degrees each angle hence the people or the minor issues. It's exhausting and I, myself know it and felt it ever since this specific year of 2015 came in place. And that's because I let it come and I, by all means, needed it. Such an irony to say so since chaos is the last thing needed in my life.. Well, mystifying the judgement even more, every person needs a bit of chaos in their life so that they are reminded of the beauty once forgotten. That certain beauty lies within you, human being! It blossoms within you and it reveals within every thought and moment lived in your precious time.
“The world’s a playground. You know that when you are a kid, but somewhere along the way everyone forgets it.”
Truth be told, everyone wants and needs happiness regardless its principles. Society puts on a certain controlled image to each department of emotions when all you have to do is look deep into your heart and do whatever fits best for you, not anyone else from your peer, close-knit family or such. My mind worked well by itself until I started school and from there, it's just a long history of added-subjects in my brain from which I barely use now. What I came to realize are the self created added-values I have been acknowledged, that were there but not let to endevour them and thrive just because of the world I was living in. That brings me back to the main topic - once you re-discover yourself, you become true to yourself and perform the right image to the society. You become happy and you are finally on the right track! This is something people have to learn.. or be reminded.
R.
You literally leave a piece of your heart in every corner of the world you travel. You take it back to the corner of the world you decide to settle down and memories are left behind. Memories that are transferred into knowledge. Knowledge that is creatively designed into your life.
Once I left my home, I lost most of the principles taught since most of them were useless for the world I was about to broaden my horizons. Most acquaintances were left behind and so do new acquaintances come in place. Life moves on by the rhythm of the soul.
But that's okay! My life was all about change, after all; it's just because fear takes place at nerve-racking moments - when you most need the strength, that's when fear comes right in with its itsy bits of pessimism. I'm one of a kind and until I learn to accept this, I will live in fear - of letting people down, letting myself down, of other people's thoughts, my thoughts. Therefore, an unnecessary circle of negativism is created and many times added concrete on top of it so that the wall gets harder to take it down every time you remind yourself of your worth and how special you really are. I love words and thoughts. I love to socialize and I do love people. But most of all, I love myself. Because without me, I cannot love someone else and without myself, I cannot interact.
Everybody has moments of chaos in their lives and what's even more sad is that when people's lives are close to being perfect or let's just type 'happy', that's when chaos most occurs due to variations created. Once you bring chaos into the picture, your life is turning 360 degrees each angle hence the people or the minor issues. It's exhausting and I, myself know it and felt it ever since this specific year of 2015 came in place. And that's because I let it come and I, by all means, needed it. Such an irony to say so since chaos is the last thing needed in my life.. Well, mystifying the judgement even more, every person needs a bit of chaos in their life so that they are reminded of the beauty once forgotten. That certain beauty lies within you, human being! It blossoms within you and it reveals within every thought and moment lived in your precious time.
“The world’s a playground. You know that when you are a kid, but somewhere along the way everyone forgets it.”
Truth be told, everyone wants and needs happiness regardless its principles. Society puts on a certain controlled image to each department of emotions when all you have to do is look deep into your heart and do whatever fits best for you, not anyone else from your peer, close-knit family or such. My mind worked well by itself until I started school and from there, it's just a long history of added-subjects in my brain from which I barely use now. What I came to realize are the self created added-values I have been acknowledged, that were there but not let to endevour them and thrive just because of the world I was living in. That brings me back to the main topic - once you re-discover yourself, you become true to yourself and perform the right image to the society. You become happy and you are finally on the right track! This is something people have to learn.. or be reminded.
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