I am starting to realize little by little and step by step how much loss of time spent on meaningless variable thingies. From laziness to utter disgrace of spending more on sleeping rather than waking up like an early bird who catches the worm faster. Then again, after realizing all this elusive jazz of nonsense - pardon me - of ugly truth, I'm beginning to question myself whether is it worth spending even more time in such madness rather than invigorating myself with genuine principles.
First step above all is to remind yourself what you're worth at. Of course, every human being is worth living and breathing the same air but it takes few out of all these humans to actually understand that they are meant for greater ideals in life.
For that, I have been struggling lately and actually even from the beginning of the year; it has been such a nerve-wracking period that I had to organize every bits and pieces from goals to lifestyle, from food disorders to healthy choice and let it rumble! Indeed, it is way more easy when you have a day-by-day routine that you follow and since being in this rapid pace of changes of a country, I have forgot even the feeling of waking up at 6 am in the morning! Oh! but you may think it's funny, lads. Well, it ain't any fun in here, I promise you that! Since I was a child I was used to routine and it has grown apart from my life ever since I crossed paths with 'higher education'. The uni' experience has brought in me the worst and the best, therefore I might call it a balance, so to say. But! I had to struggle with changes; to change back to my old self and begin the journey what is yet to be fulfilled and was meant to be fulfilled. The goal is to be happy, as any common human being's goal. What stands between you and being happy is..the goal. It's that simple. When you wish something dearly to you heart and desires, it is most precisely impossible to not achieve the goal. Thus people have different timings for their goals and therefore some reach it faster and some slower. And what I like to say about the 'slow-paced' people is that they somehow work harder and learn more along their way; and therefore they respect more and gratify everything around them.
Dreams are easy to achieve when you create the right environment for yourself and you dearest around you. I do not believe that dreams are meant to be fulfilled alone. Any righteous human being wishes to have someone by their side and share their dreams with. Whoever said independence is happiness, is completely and utterly wrong! It is even disgraceful to admit such nonsense!
Talking about nonsense, I say that just because I have been admitting it until present tense when I finally reimbursed myself on the right track. You see, not only did I admit defeat, but I have learned my way, directly from being in my skin and having my own experiences. It is rather dreadful to sleep alone in your bed, thinking and rethinking situations which you might have or not achieved correctly. 'Maybe you should have given the guy a chance.' - you keep on repeating to yourself until you fall asleep with the idea. And so the thought goes, it passes and transposes itself from different dimensions until the creator of it decides to finally string it to reality.
My dreams are big. They do not include a family in the picture of the thoughts and feelings. Nor does it include bonding on another level such as marriage. No, my friend. My dreams are way above people's expectations and that's what scares me! 'What if I do not succeed?'
That 'what if' despises me in such ungraceful matters and motions!
I know it will happen; why the urge or complicating things when they are not even there yet?
The timing is set straight, even upfront. The place to be is in the moment of now or never. It has to be done. If not me, then who else?
I believe in the beauty of my dreams and I thoroughly believe that anything and everything can be done with the power of oneself connected through positive thoughts and feelings from others. 'Others' meant as family and friends, as you know - the dearest ones and close to the heart. You might believe that your truest friends are close to your heart but from my own experiences and trustful matters, I certainly believe that there is no greater trust that you can have in your family - mum, dad and brother/ sister. Nothing else, nothing more. No additions to the family tree needed, for me.
I feel deep gratitude inside myself but did not feel the urge to express it until I felt the timing is right. As mentioned before, the timing is now. The most perfect moment spent and the greatest achievements that you may pursue are NOW. I can smell the success and happiness which is surrounding you to the max!
That is only...if you dream BIG!
Loads of Love,
R.C.
First step above all is to remind yourself what you're worth at. Of course, every human being is worth living and breathing the same air but it takes few out of all these humans to actually understand that they are meant for greater ideals in life.
For that, I have been struggling lately and actually even from the beginning of the year; it has been such a nerve-wracking period that I had to organize every bits and pieces from goals to lifestyle, from food disorders to healthy choice and let it rumble! Indeed, it is way more easy when you have a day-by-day routine that you follow and since being in this rapid pace of changes of a country, I have forgot even the feeling of waking up at 6 am in the morning! Oh! but you may think it's funny, lads. Well, it ain't any fun in here, I promise you that! Since I was a child I was used to routine and it has grown apart from my life ever since I crossed paths with 'higher education'. The uni' experience has brought in me the worst and the best, therefore I might call it a balance, so to say. But! I had to struggle with changes; to change back to my old self and begin the journey what is yet to be fulfilled and was meant to be fulfilled. The goal is to be happy, as any common human being's goal. What stands between you and being happy is..the goal. It's that simple. When you wish something dearly to you heart and desires, it is most precisely impossible to not achieve the goal. Thus people have different timings for their goals and therefore some reach it faster and some slower. And what I like to say about the 'slow-paced' people is that they somehow work harder and learn more along their way; and therefore they respect more and gratify everything around them.
Dreams are easy to achieve when you create the right environment for yourself and you dearest around you. I do not believe that dreams are meant to be fulfilled alone. Any righteous human being wishes to have someone by their side and share their dreams with. Whoever said independence is happiness, is completely and utterly wrong! It is even disgraceful to admit such nonsense!
Talking about nonsense, I say that just because I have been admitting it until present tense when I finally reimbursed myself on the right track. You see, not only did I admit defeat, but I have learned my way, directly from being in my skin and having my own experiences. It is rather dreadful to sleep alone in your bed, thinking and rethinking situations which you might have or not achieved correctly. 'Maybe you should have given the guy a chance.' - you keep on repeating to yourself until you fall asleep with the idea. And so the thought goes, it passes and transposes itself from different dimensions until the creator of it decides to finally string it to reality.
My dreams are big. They do not include a family in the picture of the thoughts and feelings. Nor does it include bonding on another level such as marriage. No, my friend. My dreams are way above people's expectations and that's what scares me! 'What if I do not succeed?'
That 'what if' despises me in such ungraceful matters and motions!
I know it will happen; why the urge or complicating things when they are not even there yet?
The timing is set straight, even upfront. The place to be is in the moment of now or never. It has to be done. If not me, then who else?
I believe in the beauty of my dreams and I thoroughly believe that anything and everything can be done with the power of oneself connected through positive thoughts and feelings from others. 'Others' meant as family and friends, as you know - the dearest ones and close to the heart. You might believe that your truest friends are close to your heart but from my own experiences and trustful matters, I certainly believe that there is no greater trust that you can have in your family - mum, dad and brother/ sister. Nothing else, nothing more. No additions to the family tree needed, for me.
I feel deep gratitude inside myself but did not feel the urge to express it until I felt the timing is right. As mentioned before, the timing is now. The most perfect moment spent and the greatest achievements that you may pursue are NOW. I can smell the success and happiness which is surrounding you to the max!
That is only...if you dream BIG!
Loads of Love,
R.C.
