Revelation

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I have turned on my laptop so many times with the first thought on hand to start writing again. It never actually happened when I ended up writing few lines and then marching in with new tabs opened captivated by other blazing stuff. Then I came across the fact that I gathered barely a page of drafts, enough to make me feel that I'm losing it. And yet, I was mistaken. I suddenly decided it's time for something new.
There comes a moment in our life where years of routine can be turned around with just a three month giveaway package of truth in your face where all your baggage of disposal or let's just say it right this time - past experience - is fading little by little.
I mean, come on! It's about time little miss sunshine learned her way around! Who would have thought even for one second that a period of time spent in Paradise will change one's mind 360 degrees! Truth to be told, I definitely miss it right now. The touch of freedom, the livelihood of the venues and the people! Oh yes, the people through whom their smile can definitely change one's mood of a day. It's impressive how you spend years of your life in pure routine and never get the point why you are doing what you are doing until you receive a wake-up call. Even if it's from a place you would have never imagined yourself: learning about a different culture and experiencing genuine time with people or by yourself. I call it revelation.
One of the best self-moments I have in cold Denmark is when I'm cycling at nights. I'm almost all alone on the streets, only accompanied by music. That's right, you get the point. It's me, wandering around the streets of fairytale town with my headphones on and cycling on the beats of music. Sometimes I pretend I'm in a video and the main focus is me and the lights. How far it gets me? It gets me home then I feel lost, again and I follow up my routine..
While I spent my time in Paradise, also known as Tenerife, I had the opportunity to experience quite the same but with a twist in action. This time the scenery changed and I was running on the speed of music down the harbor, by the promenade or on the one-way system in the South.
I cannot express my gratitude and substantially the feeling itself that kept me alive being there.
Once you're a baby, your mum offers you food. Primary source is milk. Then comes another and another..and by the time you are a teenager, you start eating a variety of products because you are curious and it satisfies your needs. It's as if you would become addicted. People become addicted to chocolate, cigars or even love. People need love but they need happiness in order to achieve love.
Once you are happy, you are able to accomplish anything and everything with love and passion. It's a fact. And because of this fact, I must satisfy my own personal needs and get far beyond my plans. Life is a journey and not a plan. You can have thousand of plans yet on what purpose? It will always change, sooner or later.
I can only see flickery lights at the end of the tunnel and yet I can still walk out of my comfort zone in the land of make believe.. And keep your head up high, little miss sunshine!
..Things will turn their way around exactly the way you deserve it!

Happiness is all around you.
Loads of love,
R.