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With or Without you..

I'm not so in the mood for writing but to be honest, I just want to get it out from me: this urge of anger.
I had a few days, a week ago some issues and because of unhappiness regarding a certain thing, actually everything caught a new angle : anger.
I am very unhappy about distance, loneliness and boredom. If only.. Well shit with it, because I had enough and because I am only here, now for a certain reason!
Apparently, things become more complicated the minute we sleep on them, more and more. I hate distance. I had 4 months distance and they went away just like a ray. Even though now I feel much better than before, I am scared about the urge coming back.. Not the anger, but just an urge..
What can I say? Time solves every single teardrop and I feel that I need to work on my ass to the top, again, to prove, myself that I am the only one that can make a change - for myself, because I love (myself) you.

I will miss you, love, but loving someone means setting him free 'cause he'll come back..in a jiffy.. right next to you, again.


If you love yourself, you will also love others, including your ulti(mate)um.

 Lots of love,
R.

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