I miss
writing. I miss many but for now, I just want to complain. I want to complain
about everything!
On one
hand, I know for sure that being here will not only learn but change me
completely. I now see things better but from a darker point of view, I must say
I cannot believe the fact that I broke 3 glasses, I cried 3 times and believe
me: I hate crying. It’s the utmost terrifying,worst disadvantage regarding my
personality, the sensitivity is reaching its limits. I think I need to beat the
hell out of someone. Anyway, I miss everything from my past experiences, even
though there were also tough times, I managed to pass greatefully over the top
and mature. Being more open-minded, grateful for what I have, hard-working and
enthusiasmatic is more to ask, which I have nothing to complain about.. It’s
true that many times I wanted to go outside, scream, yell to people and be mad,
but the other side of the bottle, I was just smiling, minding my own business,
not crying as I was doing before. Indeed life changes you up to 360 degrees.
Makes you even colder, straight-forward and probably more motivated into doing
what you deserve as a person for building your future. This is the most
important thing in my life: building my own future, my own business, career...
I have many things on my mind, many plans and I would like to make them come
true, give them life!
Before doing all these things, I just wish for hope. For wealth. For love.
Being in Santorini and reminding myself every single day why the hell am I staying here and for what, has brought me to several emotional conflicts. If I delayed or overcome them, of course I did not have time to even proceed through them. Anyhow, I'm counting out the days and miraculously hoping for time to pass much faster than usual.. 23 days left !(smile)
What happened in Santorini stays in Santorini ...
R.