I am such in an ecstasy mood: my head in the clouds and smiling, that I am not sure whether Odense is my momentary Paradise. I figured it out on my way back home, cycling. It was like I had a vacation. A sweet escape from everything and everyone. To be honest, I needed it. I have done, again, too many mistakes in my life that I am suddently learning faster than ever as well as getting back on track with my life. I have realized some thoughts that wouldn't have come to my mind almost never and I am so content of the fact that I finally got 'it'. This 'it' that means worth a thousand words.
Anyhow, judging by my previous life experiences, I have encountered numerous and shocking surprises, more or less thankful. In this way, I have, back then, come to a supreme conclusion: 'All men are bastards and I must change this.' Changing was not the best solution because I have done it to myself. Yes, lads and fellows.. I have decided to become an 'icebox'. *theme music on background* Most probably men would adopt this kind of decision whereas women would definitely cry their tears out because of their unsuccessful companionship (sounds more like champignon).
Well, I am special and definitely more complicated than the rest 51% of women on this planet. Although all of this has been said, I finally realize I was completely wrong and I definitely don't need to change my nature for other people. I can of course change some characteristics from my personality, but never will I ever change my nature. I am unique and will remain like this stubborn bitch, forever. *laughs out loud*
What can I say now..is that I am so lucky! So lucky that I could scream it a thousand times and sill wouldn't get bored of doing it all over again! So happy that I am so lucky to have amazing people around me that I FINALLY and believe it or not... finally... found the right answer to my unsolved puzzle! There are people that might love you very much but you just can't see it happen, so you try your best, but realize it in the end, not to soon, nor to the end, this is not for you. And you do it all the way around, again. And again. And again..until you figure it out ! WTF ??? Something is missing. Of course, darn it.. And after you realize that everything you have ever done in your life it was wrong and you must at least change hmm... let's say, everything! Then, the real issues come out!
Oh well.. at least 10 months living in this vintage, tranquil place were for sure unforgettable memories and the beginning of my everything!
I am willing to work my fingers to the bone in order to achieve absolutely everything I ever longed for! I just had it believe I could make it and I really did! Everything until now, my utmost desires, have been accomplished. From now on, time and pressure will tell the answer. One thing is that I will do everything with, for and never without LOVE.
Thank you! (somewhere up there + my whole).
XoXo,
R.
Anyhow, judging by my previous life experiences, I have encountered numerous and shocking surprises, more or less thankful. In this way, I have, back then, come to a supreme conclusion: 'All men are bastards and I must change this.' Changing was not the best solution because I have done it to myself. Yes, lads and fellows.. I have decided to become an 'icebox'. *theme music on background* Most probably men would adopt this kind of decision whereas women would definitely cry their tears out because of their unsuccessful companionship (sounds more like champignon).
Well, I am special and definitely more complicated than the rest 51% of women on this planet. Although all of this has been said, I finally realize I was completely wrong and I definitely don't need to change my nature for other people. I can of course change some characteristics from my personality, but never will I ever change my nature. I am unique and will remain like this stubborn bitch, forever. *laughs out loud*
What can I say now..is that I am so lucky! So lucky that I could scream it a thousand times and sill wouldn't get bored of doing it all over again! So happy that I am so lucky to have amazing people around me that I FINALLY and believe it or not... finally... found the right answer to my unsolved puzzle! There are people that might love you very much but you just can't see it happen, so you try your best, but realize it in the end, not to soon, nor to the end, this is not for you. And you do it all the way around, again. And again. And again..until you figure it out ! WTF ??? Something is missing. Of course, darn it.. And after you realize that everything you have ever done in your life it was wrong and you must at least change hmm... let's say, everything! Then, the real issues come out!
Oh well.. at least 10 months living in this vintage, tranquil place were for sure unforgettable memories and the beginning of my everything!
I am willing to work my fingers to the bone in order to achieve absolutely everything I ever longed for! I just had it believe I could make it and I really did! Everything until now, my utmost desires, have been accomplished. From now on, time and pressure will tell the answer. One thing is that I will do everything with, for and never without LOVE.
Thank you! (somewhere up there + my whole).
XoXo,
R.